I Wouldn’t Need a Second Chance

I don’t want a second chance.  A second chance means I hurt you – possibly beyond repair.  A second chance means I broke your trust – possibly beyond repair.   A second chance means I was willing to give you up.  A second chance means I took you for granted.  A second chance means I made a choice at your expense.   A second chance sets a precedent – you can now hurt me as much as I hurt you; then you will expect me to forgive you.  A second chance means – somewhere in my future – maybe when I least expect it – I will reap what I sow.

I want a relationship where there are no second chances.  I want the first chance to be all we need.  I want to love and to be loved.  I want to choose you and to be chosen.  I never want to take you for granted or be taken for granted.  I don’t want to have to lose you to know how much I love you.  I don’t ever want to let you go.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AJycDeZqtdc

-Megan